Day 187 was all about showing my feelings, but it was more about showing how I feel towards others around me. I think I could still use some improvement in that category, but no one said any of these tasks would be easy. One thing I forgot completely about was my own inward feelings.
I really tend to have a brick wall in front of me when it comes to feelings. How do I feel? I really haven't addressed that issue. I have a very hard time telling people how I feel, and sometimes I just don't really have answer.
I can be very sensitive when it comes to certain things, which I have said in the past, but I tend to just bottle it all up inside of me. When someone asks if I'm all right, I usually give the generic answer, as I'm sure many people do of 'I'm fine', but what would happen if I told the truth and really let people know my true feelings?
The generic answer of 'I'm fine' is given whether I am feeling completely ecstatic or feeling down or anything in between. It's the same no matter what. So I will try my hardest to let people know how I feel. It really is useless keeping all those feelings bottled up inside of me.
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